face threading

e day before hav a sleepless nite, I hav been tinkin abt things.i so depressed n insecure.slp for few hours n get up, I tell myself i got to do something today. Yipee.. I reali did something today. I manage to start clearing my lecture notes. but.. its still very messy..(n.n) but at least I did something. I so happy n intend to plan for my holiday so tat I wil not waste my precious holiday. mus date ppl out n waitin for dates fr friends. hey ppl, who wan to date me out yo… hee.. today quite a “sui” day for me.i jus step out of e house for tuition, it start to rain. n it rain so heavily tat i hav to take cab.waste $$ again. worst of all, after tuition I then realize I got 6 missed call!!its fr my bb,I bet he mus be super mad wif me. I called him back n find out he was abt to come n date me for dinner.my bb is reali very caring n sweet towards me.he sayang me alot.he was worried tat i was lonely or didin hav proper dinner so he make an effort to come down n keep me accompany.I am very touched le. unfortunately,i hav already meet pei for dinner so no choice. hav to disappoint him, I dun mean to le. however we happen to meet each other at mrt, sigh..hav dispute wif him again..(-_-)he seem very upset wif me, maybe I shd hav inform him beforehand tat I hav date wif pei so tat he wil not so angry wif me.feel so bad, I feel tat I hav neglect him in some way. finally meet up wif my best pal,pei. I was supposed to be happy cos it has been very long since we last met but I jus so moody. we hav dinner n go for face threading .Wao!! very pain le.pei almost wan to murder me s I m e one who suggest to go n try le.

Tonite I suppose wil not able to slp well.y my bb so mad wif me til he dun wan to msg or reply me? =_=