Tuesday, May 16, 2006

沉重的一天

天呐!真糟糕!我睡迟了呀!怎么办?!我原本是说好要陪“熊熊”去拔牙的。可我醒来已经十一点了,手机显示他传来的简讯喔!我想这次肯定被骂死了。哈哈。。可他说他早已料到我会起不来喔。真讨厌!(=。=)

他已拔好牙了,正在回家的途中。“熊熊”好勇敢咧!自己上“战场”耶,原本还以为我要去替他收尸的喔!咯咯。。我和他昨晚还担心得睡不着喔!他说不会很痛喔,如果痛就去睡觉(催眠作用)。Yippee.. 我可以安心继续睡了。。嘻嘻。。睡哟睡哟,这一睡到中午了。我确实是猪吗?

今天读了一本小说,里头有一句话让我有深刻的印象“距离,不再只是一个位置的宽度”。不知为何,它就是环绕在我脑海里,轻而一举地影响着我的情绪耶。我想我变了,我变得很多情,很懦弱。下午,我和表弟上网聊天,我好像很久没和他聊天了,好环念。过后,我想下楼去买些吃的,谁知途中遇见一位老朋友。这次重逢,真令我心寒。多年不见,她不再是单纯的她,我不再是从前的我。她开口闭口都是有关“钱”,而且什么都是说我“老师怎么这个。。老师什么那个。。”听在耳里,心里一阵阵的痛着,难过着。。再次和她告别,心是沉重的。

晚上上网时,我真希望我没上网。原本沉重的心,似乎要重得打碎在地。我和从中学就要好到现在的好友有些争执。原来,原来人与人之间就是这样。。原来她认为我不理解她。。原来我是那么的脆弱。。我真的好累。。

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

As usual , u overdramatize things. I already told you long long ago, u don't understand me well. You too, acknowledged it urself back then. Another fact of how you dun understand me is i ask you to plan coz i want to do something u enjoy. KTV like what is always suggested was not one.

My agrument is not about how much u don't understand me. Is about how one can start complaining about planning her own celebration without even starting to plan. Then turn around to me and say she doesn't want to have a birthday coz she so upset that she need to plan and her friends doesn't help her...when she doesn't even ask for help...